my laptop wall paper

that is the scar from the cobra poison o!! can c tiam...

my laptop wallpaper

hey guess what?? it is 1:27 in the morning at i have just finished playing the game 'Left 4 Dead' all by my own wif my headphone stuck in my ear!!! whereas my roomie is slping, and i am just bored... to ppl no idea of the game, it is actually a 3d game for killing zombies in an affected city blah blah blah..it is just horror and not to mention an "adrenaline rush" when playing this game..HAHA!!! guess the word "BORING" just can drive ppl to do crazy thgs, including playing friggin zombie games in midnight!! haiz...so xien ah...my youtube just crash down, cause i can't c any videos that i find in youtube...WEiRD.....ahahah~~(it's funny when i say weird cause basically whn i say the word 'weird', i would thk of E.T alien like feelers growing out of my head like this)

well, that is just life....and like i said, i am still suffering from this CDD[continuously-dreaming-disorder], now i will c if it had made any differences to my dream~ mayb this time,,,i will be fighting zombies wif a killer gun!!

dream analysis

well the dream i dreamed abt me getting expel gives me like feel kinda alone, cold...so i would say 'alone'...but i canot find that word so i will go for 'abandonment' which literally means:

Abandonment

To dream that you are abandoned, suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your growth. Let go of your old attitudes. A more direct and literal interpretation of this dream is that you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. It may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. The fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream as part of the healing process and dealing with losing a loved one. It may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are feeling neglected or that your feelings are being overlooked. Perhaps the dream is a metaphor that you need to approach life with "reckless abandon" and live more freely.

To abandon others in your dream, suggests that you are overwhelmed by the problems and decisions in your life.

not sure it rili meant somethg to me......... ZZzzzzZZzz ZzzzZZZzZ.. igot this piece frm this website : www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/a.htm

"Weird Dream"

well it seems like that lately..to be exactly starting about last fri i thk, i started to have weird dreams....its just that what i c at the tv sometimes, it just U KNOW suck into my mind or sort of injected into my veins and i start having weird, out of my mind dreams!! its not like i don't have them b4..just occasionally it will visit me and sometimes poke me when i am asleep..just to give me some distraction or letting me know that they are here... but this few days its just like almost everyday my brains produce a new dream..and sometimes 2, max 3 dreams a day!! well for now i thk i lost track of what i dream of...well just roughly some, there's one dream i recalled that i am living at my primary SCHOOL, my god!!! can u imagine you are sitting in the comfy long leather soft sofa lying straight wif the remote and once u get out..u c kids running around wif school uniforms and yelling??!!

this dream i am gonna talk abt is that i dono why, "at one fine day" i realise that i am a 18year old student(unfortunately) and for i duno what reason i am not going to sku..2 reasons A. i got expel or B. i got to go overseas~ (cause both options makes me look cool) so i was like in a depression mood..like although its cool i don need 2 go sku, i felt alone~ haiz..the worse part is that feeling rili exist...even in dreams!!! i rmb i even sorted out the books to go to school, i say" ok, bring sc book to Mr. Poong class, eco book must bring cause sked Norjain will kill me" so somehow its like i'm living another life inside my dream, so GODAMNIT real i can say...

i hope i am not sick...or psychopathic? or suffering frm delusion cause of boredom? but it is kind of cool~i mean it ROCKS!!! haha^^ i hope i have more of those dreams..i wish i can dream im being in a movie keke^_^ so that is the newest update frm me...............